outside the lines

My senses are always on high alert, more finely tuned than those of most people. This lies at the core of my panic disorder. Stimuli come in unfiltered, making everyday tasks challenging. I constantly feel overwhelmed by information. When it becomes too much, I have a panic attack. This happens once or twice a day, though it varies—like everyone, I have good and bad days. Even on good days, my heightened senses intensify everything around me, making the world appear sharper, more colorful, and more intense. This series is a translation of how I experience the world, especially on the days when I feel good.

When I allow myself to be vulnerable and simply enjoy the moment, I truly feel alive. Vulnerability is not a weakness; it is what connects us. Yet, we often feel ashamed of it, even though it is the key to connection and depth. I have learned that my ‘limitation’ not only makes my life more intense but also more beautiful.